How I solved my doubts...
It has been an interesting half year that just passed. Interesting to say the least. Since summer 2003 I have been researching into the true scene behind the Church of Scientology. I had started to doubt whether or not the Church Management could or would deliver what I was looking for. I was never in doubt about LRH and his tech. I have had many great wins and personal improvements from the tech. My doubts were entirely about the current Church Management.
To round up my research I have completed the Doubt Formula as follows:
1) Inform oneself honestly of the actual intentions and activities of that group, project or org brushing aside all bias and rumor.
The apparent intentions and activities of the current Church Management is to preserve the Tech and to expand the organization in order to Clear the Planet.
The actual intentions and activities of the current Church Management are to prevent the making of OT's, to monopolize the tech and use it for own gain and to suppress it's members into a robotic obedience.
2) Examine the statistics of the individual, group, project or org. Through OSA DK I have been trying to get access to the OIC cable (Org Information Center) which contain all the actual statistics for Europe, but to no avail. By not wanting to show me the actual statistics they tried to prevent me from completing step 2 of my Doubt Formula as per LRH. But fortunately I had other sources. See here for detailed information.
My findings are that Church Management are seriously downstat when it comes to expanding Scientology and producing OT's. On a 20 years trend they are in Emergency. Long term Emergency = Danger. And OT's are not being produced at all since the seventies.
But when it comes to monopolizing the Tech, changing it from it's original state and trapping beings in the false hope that if they just pay more money they will eventually go free, then Church Management are actually having decent success. They are upstat on those activities.
3) Decide on the basis of "the greatest good for the greatest number of dynamics" whether or not it should be attacked, harmed or suppressed or helped. An organization which manipulate and trap beings in the name of freedom and in the name of LRH should not be helped.
4) Evaluate oneself or one's own group, project or org as to intentions and objectives. My personal purpose with the Tech is finding a path to OT. And once I find it to help others do the same.
The RONs ORG network is a group of people with the same purpose as mine. They apply the Tech standardly. They don't change the writings of LRH and they don't accept changed versions of LRH like the "Based on the works of L.Ron Hubbard" CST editions. More info on RONs ORG here
5) Evaluate one's own or one's group, project or org's statistics. Already after four years as a Scientologist I attested OT III. Later I did OT IV and OT V, NOTs. I have not yet become OT, but I have surely moved towards higher spiritual awareness. Recently I have done Excalibur (OT VIII) theory part and soon going to Solo Audit on this extensive and mind blowing level.
The RONs ORG network is in affluence since 1995. They have more than 500 people solo auditing on OT levels in Europe. They have more than 50 orgs in Europe, the latest one is RONs ORG Holland established by Caspar de Rijk. In less than half a year of existence he had more than 70 active publics and produced his first Clear.
6) Join or remain in or befriend the one which progresses towards the greatest good for the greatest number of dynamics and announce the fact publicly to both sides. Per my own first hand experiences RONs ORG is the group which progresses towards the greatest good for the greatest number of dynamics. I have therefore befriended RONs ORG. The Snr C/S Frankfurt has already been visiting us in our house in Denmark twice, once together with the Snr C/S WW. These people are really good and nice people and top proffesional in their complete dedication to Standard Tech. I have been studying both in Frankfurt and Switzerland.
7) Do everything possible to improve the actions and statistics of the person, group, project or org one has remained in or joined. I would like to offer you a more in-depth briefing about RONs ORG, Captain Bill Robertson, or whatever you might be interested in. I can help you get in contact with RONs ORG as well.
8) Suffer on up through the conditions in the new group if one has changed side, or the conditions of the group one has remained in if wavering from it has lowered one's status.